tapi menyenangkan.. ^^
karena pegi kmana-mana ditemenin ama kak sinta mulai dari latian piano, makan, liat sana-liat sini, nyari es kelapa muda tapi ternyata tutup.
tapi aku ga kesepian. =]
hari ini ngerasa sulit untuk senyum
tapi itu ga mungkin
karena temen aku, winda, bakal bertanya-tanya dan pasti bikin harinya ga seindah biasanya. Dia lagi liburan di jogja dan emang kebetulan aku ga bisa ikut..
tapi dia ngebuat status FB (which is diliat semua orang!) klo dia emang bakal ada wkt aku senang dan sedih..
cara bodoh tapi berhasil buat aku tersenyum dan sumringah (it's that d same thing?hehe)
hari ini aku ngerasa ga bisa tenang
sebut saja dia.
dia memang berbeda, semua lagu hanya cerita ttg dia.
rasa takut selalu ada.
what if ..
dia already forget me?
dia loves dia's beautifull new friend?
dia loves dia's beautifull new friend?
dia hate me?
dia doesn't care anymore?
dia just throw away all the things called memory into dia's basket?
...
but I don't mind
IF ..
dia will has a big big big SMILE everyday .
dia will has a hope so his world becomes sooo colorfull
dia can stand up and fight and stronger than before
dia ... I don't know, I just don't want that happen and I'm sure he doesn't let that happen.
the point is, as long as DIA CAN KNOW, FEEL WHAT HAPPINESS IS.
hehe.. gampang aja sih ngomongnya, apalagi depan temen-temen. Wuiih, ngerasa yang paling tabah aja deh sedunia, kaya ga dipikirin aja tu masalah, tapi yah gitu..
semoga aku ngelakuin hal yang tepat dan bisa beneran bisa nerima kenyataan yang ada. ;P hehe. Kalo ngeliat ketawa dan senyum dia waktu ama temen-temennya rasanya... =)) lepaaass bangedd.. hal yang jarang aku temuin kalo ama aku. ;P emang nightmare banged ya momon..hehe
tapi terkadang emang muncul pertanyaan kaya lyrics nya the script-breakeven :
"what am I supposed to do when my best part of me was always you?"
ato
"Just because everything's changing doesn't mean it's never been this way before "- The Call-Regina Spektor
"when I close my eyes, the flashback starts" - Taylor Swift-Love story
tapi terkadang emang muncul pertanyaan kaya lyrics nya the script-breakeven :
"what am I supposed to do when my best part of me was always you?"
ato
"Just because everything's changing doesn't mean it's never been this way before "- The Call-Regina Spektor
"when I close my eyes, the flashback starts" - Taylor Swift-Love story
Givin' Up is the Hardest Part
John Mayer
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